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Should I marry him?

I have been married once soon as in the past, and I am not exactly sure that I want to get married once again. Just recently, I met this truly good man who had actually never been married, and he has actually now asked me to marry him. To me, it would not be a new experience. I have done the wedding event bit and I am not sure I want to go through all of that again. Yes, it was fun, but when you have done it and failed at a marriage relationship, you soon appreciate that it was one heck of an expensive exercise. That money might have been invested somewhere else like in https://escortsinlondon.sx of London escorts firm.

Also, do I want to commit myself to someone again? I am not even sure that I want to live with somebody once more, and take of family. I often felt that this is exactly what happened when I got married. It was probably not meant to happen that way, but for some reason I ended up doing everything. In the end, it all ended up being too much and was one of the main reasons that I left the marriage. Talking about these things before to you get married is very important, however the new man in my life says it will all be alright.

What if it is not alright? After all, I am 51 years of ages now, and I do not feel that I can afford the time to mess around anymore. There is no way that I can see myself spending ten years with someone all of it to end. I have my own place, and it is ideal for me. My balcony is full of my favorite plants, I travel when I want to, eat| and rest when I like. These little things mean a lot, and getting married again would mean them all up. I am simply not prepared to do that!

My married life is exciting as I found it for I have so many things to learn and adjust most especially with the ongoing existence of ex-boyfriend who is still there stayed at my side when I most needed him. I have to make it clear that we don’t have any affair. He just love and so do I that he is there for us especially with my daughter. My husband knows exactly the situation and I truly admire him for the trust that he gave me and with my ex-boyfriend. That is exactly the main reason why I don’t see any reason why I will betray him. He has all what it takes to be that perfect husband and I could not ask for more but his good health that he stay healthy for us his daughter.

I could say that I am so blessed and that makes me one for I never leave anger on my heart. Even those who hurt me and one of that is my Ex-boyfriend I reach out on them I make friends with them and that intension is for real. That is why I live truly blessed and satisfied.